you can't hide from love

We do spend a large portion of our life searching for an antitdote to the pain of life. the irony being that love can be a greater burden than the absence of it. When you become involved with someone, there is a sense of all the pieces in your life falling into place. you see a human before you that sends charges of electricity through your blood stream, she does things , says things and sometimes just exists in a way that makes you want to curl into a ball and cry with happiness. When yuo fall as hard as i do, there are of course times when you are looking up from your prone position in lifes causeway, when the clouds bein to gather and the rain falls, washing you away with it. SO when you have love and you still feel pain and you know that love and pain are just two sides of the same coin then what do we begin searching for. the answer is simple and one that has been staring us in the face everyday waiting to be discovered. ourselves, the answr lies within, it always has it always will. there is no quick fix with a love bandaid. Sure we can spend our lives with someone and sure they can make our lives a better place, but only when we have healed ourselves and learnt to love ourselves unequivocably. Love is a four letter word, short but sweet, but with a sting.

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